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I know how it feels to spend your days all alone
You try and leave and misanthropy puts you back through the door
Right back across the floor and straight back up the stairs
Back to sitting in your room 'cause nobody really cares
Suddenly 2am and you're questioning if anything matters
Fuck it, not like you have any friends so suicide is the plan of action
The thought of a long life is slightly confusing
You're lonely and miserable and you don't see things improving towards a better life
So you just sit and get mad
Wondering why all these other people are so much better than your dumbass
I've been there way too many fuckin times
Chances are I'll be there again even after all these lines
But I've learned that all the little shit's completely insignificant
Nothing matters, have fun, and treat bullshit with indifference
Live your life and chase your dreams, do whatever you want
'Cause if you don't have regrets then you aren't doing enough
So fuck the world, or maybe not
So fuck that girl, or maybe not
Whatever you choose that shit's all up to you, just remember to get back up after all the times you
lose
And fuck the haters, or maybe bot
Fuck the naysayers, or maybe not
Fuck everything, live dreams and have fun 'cause you only get like one chance, and then you're done
I know what it's like to be a bit insomniatic
Sitting in the dark with those looming attacks of the panic
Static on the TV 'cause you don't even wanna see people
But you don't wanna be in silence 'cause your thoughts are too evil
Fuck it, here's what I want you to do tomorrow afternoon
Talk to that girl you've been interested in tomorrow after school
Or whatever, after work, and if it works then it works
If it doesn't it doesn't, just don't let that shit irk you or discourage you
At least you had the balls to go and tell her
Instead of spending your time brooding over another girl you fell for
Get all of your frustrations out creatively
I do it through my music or games, you know I never even dreamed I'd be
Playing these shows I'm playing or friends with dudes I looked up to
But that's what happens when you learn to look at life and say "FUCK YOU"
Never take things too seriously, see your flaws, be self-aware
Then laugh 'em off or improve em, don't just brood and settle there
I know what it's like to feel a bit inadequate
When you just keep thinking to yourself "fuck this, it won't matter, quit"
You'll get sadder quick and then you'll feel like shit
So find a way to improve instead of just whining about it and crying about it
Look at me, I'm a fuckin joke
Makin these stupid fuckin songs that get heard by a couple folks
But I keep on doing it, because music's my fuckin life
And I'd still keep doing it even if nobody liked it
And maybe someday I'll get bored of raps
When I do, I'll move onto the next form of tracks
I'm not really interested in making a couple of stacks
Would it be nice? Yea, but I'm just here to be who I am
I'm just another fuckin teenager with angst to the ceiling
And a bunch of meaningless problems that I may or may not choose to deal with
But I'm not gonna lie and pretend I take my life seriously
'Cause at the end of the day I'm just that asshole Joey Z
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